Staying Awake

I had a full day yesterday
Got up at 4am to go volunteer at MS Bike Ride then went over and helped at Relay for Life for Ocean Twp
Got home around 2pm and napped until 4pm
Had a bowl of cereal and left at 6:30 for the play It was wonderful!!
Now, I'm paying for it all by trying my best to keep awake I did go to church. Why I don't know.
I listened to the Pastor babbling on and on, not agreeing with any thing he said
Guess it must be all the hypocrites in my life who make me feel the way I do
One minute talking about how "christian" they are and then the next degrading someone because of their nationality or sexual preference.
I think I have to remain true to myself and just give up the thought that if I go something inside of me will change or they will
I told SCAN I will be leaving and next Thursday is my last day