I'M BACK

I have decided its time to start writing in this thing Time to learn how to handle it better. Time to stop being so damn lazy I am up every day between 5am - 6am and there are no excuses. Today happens to be my Sonny Bunny's 8th birthday

She has brought so much joy to my life. It saddens me each day that her grandfather is missing out on her. The problem I have with writing in this thing is I lose my thoughts so much I have all kinds of things running in my head and the minute I start to wrote I lose them. My mind goes on to all the other things I need to get done. My life has become a whirlwind, a tornado that's going no where I'm making a decision to stopping some of the things I have going on. Too much volunteering and trying to do for other people and not for me. So many social medias that I don't use or know how to use Lots of crap on my computer that needs to be cleaned out. Computer running slow. Things need to be organized Too many projects I've started and not finished. It all begins today. I'm supposed to go volunteer at SCAN and I am making the decision not to go. Way too much to today. NO more excuses Now I have to decide or put my foot down within myself and make a decision of stopping going there all together. I also have to think about if I am continuing on with NJ Friends of Clearwater I have put so much time and effort and dedication into this group. That often makes me feel as if I'm beating my head against the wall. Time to start getting things done